well hello there beautiful<3

i’m claudia:). i live in a city which is cardiff and is in wales. it’s pretty small but i guess i could say i thoroughly enjoy living here. i’m still holding my dream though to live in florida in near future. i’d say i’m pretty easy going and i love meeting new people. i’m very awkward and i make a fool out of myself a lot, i’m easily shy and unstable. it takes me a while to find my confidence but once you get to know me i’m pretty much my bubbly crazy self. the one thing i am is definitely not normal, i want to live a life that’s full of fun and exiciting wonders that also has happiness just waiting for me around the corner. not many people understand me; i reckon that i probably get judged a lot cause i’m not like everybody else. i have my own style and my own imagination, i like to do what i feel comfortable doing and i sometimes get stopped for that because reality is what is holding me back. i’m using 2011 as a new start for myself, i want to earn some confidence and stand up to some people who have let me down in the past basically.. i just wanna be myself. i’m not afraid of what people think of me anymore. i don’t want to live life going un-noticed, i want to be known for something. the one thing i hate about myself is that i just know i will never be happy with the way i look, yes i get up everyday and look at myself and feel like crying everytime, i’m so self conscious and insecure it scares me. i tend to hide my identity. even though i don’t care what people think of me i still get paranoid. i mean who doesn’t? everything about my appearance i despise. but the thing is, this is life and you’ve got to learn to enjoy it no matter what the downfalls are. people accept me based around my looks and personality so that’s really all i could ask for. i’d say when it comes to advice, i’m pretty good at giving it but the one thing i’ll never do is take my own advice. i like helping other people more than myself because friends and family are the most important to me. some of my friends i’d literally take a bullet for, they mean the world to me. if i was ever alone then i really don’t know what i’d do. my friends and family have helped me get through a lot even if they don’t realise it.

i guess i should give you a list of things that i like so it will help you get to know me a little better? dw if you can’t be bothered to read it i mean i probably wouldn’t wanna read this load of shit. i most probably come across as boring but if we became friends then you’d see a different side to me for sure.

making people smile, late night conversations, long texting sessions, phone calls, hugs, friends, family, holding hands, my camera, pets, music, green, red, thick eyeliner, patterend tees, leggings, floral, black, white, checkered shirts, tumblr, skype, late night walks, beaches, headphones, cake, dancing, singing, sleep, cute guys, guys with fit hair, being happy, rain, sunny days, the moon, stars, bright colours, glasses, laughing till your ribs hurt, new clothes, clean bed sheets, the beatles, the notebook, mickey mouse, (500) days of summer, good sense of humour, colourful socks, drawing, taylor swift, harry potter, people who understand me, meeting new people, japanese culture, adtr, mayday parade, relient k, catching up with old friends, crying till you can’t feel no pain, dimples, beautiful eyes, big hair, stripes, monoply, easy a, laura marling, france, flowers, my sister, staying up late.